3.23.16 Had to talk to Master about how i was feeling of late (...more on the LDR aspects)

As we all know, because i've said it a million times and i'm sure it's been read a million times, communication is one of the key things in an LDR.

Sometimes, well no all of the time, it's difficult for me to talk to Master. i never want to upset or disappoint Him and sometimes i feel He could be intimidating. i mean He gets this look on His face!

Yes, i hate the look but it's mostly because i hate His disappointment.

i had something on my mind that i needed to bring up with Him.

i have been feeling less "connected" with Him of late. i think it's because He has added Oliver as my play partner. So i feel as if my relationship with Master is more of a sexual one, than of a mental one.

Okay, are you confused? Lol. i know that i am not "exactly" physical with Master, but in a way i am because He is allowing Oliver as my play partner. Master is the one "organizing", per se, and allowing what is to be done to me. All He has me doing lately are physical things. No, i am in no way complaining, because the physical is fantastic, but i need the more Mental Master sometimes to feel the connection. Does that explain it better?

So i brought it up with Him. We discussed, and i described how i felt as best as i could, and He said He will think of something to help me.

So, yes, i stress over discussing things with Him, but i know in the end it's always the best thing to do. i feel much better.

If you feel you can never communicate your feelings or your thoughts to your Dom about something you might want to reconsider your relationship. Granted, i am nervous, but i always tell Him what i am thinking. If He doesn't know He can't help, the relationship will go sour and eventually end.

Our relationship has changed, as all relationships do. Progression..............