Long day.
i got reminded what Master wanted me to be. Strong and Independent. Not weak and needy and dependent. Which is how i've been.
i thought He wanted me one way when i was supposed to be another.
i've been annoying Him with needless things. Unnecessary bs because i thought it was what He wanted. Lesson learned. Guess on both ends. We should have communicated better.
i think i need to go over things with Him again. What He expects of me, just so that i know that i am on the same page. Just to make sure.
i guess perhaps all, or most, relationships go through a reevaluation of sorts? Can be a good thing. Maybe all relationships should make a point of it? Start fresh. Everyone on the same page, thinking the same thing. No surprises.
i like to know where i stand. Always....
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